Friday was the last day of 2 of my friends, so we went for a neck and shoulder massage! It's kinda difficult to describe the massage but I would say it's painfully enjoyable. Anyway we'll prolly gonna meet up sometime this week to go for the foot massage heh.
The past few days has been great!
Met up with my friends on Friday and Saturday. Managed to met up with those NS doods to hear about their really "enjoyable" NS lives. Ah it's gonna be my turn soon. Well I'm not really looking forward to it, yet honestly I'm not really hating it.
Tomorrow its back to work again, and first day with only 1 of my friend left at the office. I've kinda made the decision to stop working at the end of this week and I've already told boss. I'll probably go back a few days to help out once in a while when I'm free though, since boss says I can go back anytime I want to work hehe. Anyway, I'm having driving lessons and dinner out tomorrow after work so lets hope it'll be an awesome day!
Ah I really wonder what I'm gonna do after I've stopped working. I've a few things in mind now. I'm really looking forward to them happening soon!
Watch this MV! This is a really happy song! The dance and music makes me wanna move along too!
Was here at 23:12
Thursday 24 February 2011
Came across this story while reading RD's joke app on my phone.
Pet Sitter
We were going out of state for 6 weeks and asked the neighbours' nine-year-old son to care for our dog. We explained that the job required feeding, grooming, waking and, most of all, plenty of love and play time. Then we asked him what the job would be worth to him.
"I'll give you 10 bucks", he said.
- Joan Klingler
How nice is that story! As simple as it may be, it somehow touched me. Oh the innocence, purity and love a child has.
Was here at 21:54
Our 2 bosses today were arguing and they got really really angry. It's kinda scary but they got over it after a while and everything was back to normal.
Work today was pretty awesome. Our head took half day leave so he only came in after lunch. Plus, most of our work has been completed so boss gave us this long name list of 18k people to check for errors. It wasn't so bad cos we had the room to ourselves and the doors were closed so we kinda enjoyed ourselves. Our head came in after lunch, but he left after a while. We had the room to ourselves again. It's not like we don't do work, or we play. We don't play games during working hours. We do work, but we multi task and we've the freedom to say whatever we want and we really enjoy it.
Tomorrow's gonna be 2 of my colleagues' last day at work. At this point of time, I'm more inclined to stop working than continue working. I've a lot going on my mind, but I really don't know what to do.
Anyway, we've decided to order Domino's pizza for lunch and to get a massage after work tomorrow to celebrate their last day at work. I've always wanted to get a massage ever since I was studying for the A levels. Initially I wanted it to kinda reward myself after studying for the A levels, now it's just cos I want to. I wanna get the back and neck massage. I also want the feet massage, cos I'm curious how it feels but I don't think I'll enjoy it. hehe
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Was here at 21:33
Wednesday 23 February 2011
Ah my computer's dead. Beyond resuscitation. How frustrating. Now I'm bored at home and I can't do much since my laptop's in the office and it's super troublesome to carry it everday. Now I'm using my mum's really small netbook. Ah I want my computer... =(
I'm really bored after work everyday. I don't like the routine of work, home, work, home. I personally find it very meaningless. Everyday I come home, and I don't like this feeling of emptiness. I can't really explain it. I just really really really don't like it. Days just pass, but I'm not going anywhere. I think I seriously need to meet up with my friends more often.
Ah anyway, driving today was kinda tricky. Weather was super bad. Visibility was poor. I could barely see 20m ahead of me due to the heavy rain. Lucky my instructor brought an auto car today so it'll be easier for me, and the weather got better as time passed. Practiced parking today. Hmm pretty interesting, and it's actually not as easy as it looks. I was kinda stressed out while doing parking. Oh well, practice makes perfect. Or does it....?
Work has been actually getting worse with each day. There's this internal conflict between the head and us workers which is growing everyday. Okay la not so much of me, I don't really bother I just sit there and enjoy the show. 2 of my friends are quitting at the end of this week, and my last friend will be leaving next week cos he'll be going poly soon. So, I'm gonna be left alone. While I don't have any conflict with my head, I honestly don't really like working under them. Plus I don't really like my job. It first started out fine, yet after 3 weeks, it's seriously BORING. But mostly cos I don't like my heads. 1 of the aunty's really awesome. Yet the others seem like evil backstabbers. This job's been quite fun, bearable, and enjoyble at times cos of my friends, after they leave, it's not gonna be the same.
Thus, I'm stuck in a dilemma. I just can't make a decision. Should I quit with them, or should I just continue working? I don't like the heads and the job, but I like the money too plus I'll be totally aimless without a job. Someone with wisdom please advice me.
Was here at 21:08
Monday 21 February 2011
ah I'm so bored at office right now. Everyone's bored at office today.
it's only 2.30 and I've 2 and half hours more to go.
I feel like not doing anything for now. I just wanna sit there and do nothing. ah.
Was here at 14:33
Sunday 20 February 2011
Had OG dinner yesterday! Actually, Anna and I wanted to check out the carnival at TPJC, but they didn't allow us to enter since we were no longer students. Ah, how disappointing. OG dinner was pretty awesome though. I'm hoping we'll have more of such dinners!
ZJ's the first army friend who booked out! Met for dinner with the rest today. We wanted to try this place at Shaw Leisure Gallery, but the queue was too long, so decided to eat hotpot at Bugis instead. Honestly, the stall we went was pretty bad. I thought it was expensive for the kind of service plus quality they're serving, as compared to the other stalls. Maybe that's why that's the only stall with empty seats LOL. We were too impatient. Hungry!!
Ah I really enjoyed myself the past few days. Everyday seems so happy and I actually feel accomplished and completed in a certain way. It's more than just the events that have been taking place.
As I look back, I kinda realise how fortunate I was. In the past, people would do things for me quietly to make it easier for me. Without their help, I probably wouldn't have gotten what I had. Yet now, I know that I'm on my own. No one's able to help me, or make things easier for me, or decide my actions. As much as I would like to try, I'm really afraid of failure. Really really really afraid of failure. Sometimes you feel its right and you should do it, but once you start thinking and trying to think it logically about everything else, you become less confident and even more afraid of failure. You sway back and forth, deciding if you should go or not, back and forth, and eventually, time's gonna run out before you make your decision. No one can tell you what's right and what's wrong, what should be done and what should not be done.
On another hand, I would like to end my post happily! thus I've found a new word.
Hangry : When you are so hungry that your lack of food causes you to become angry, frustrated or both. d[^_^]b
Was here at 01:06
Thursday 17 February 2011
Driving lesson today was great! Has my first manual car lesson, and thankfully I only stalled the car twice! Manual is actually more troublesome then auto but I guess I'll stick to manual. Drove from Bishan to Toa Payoh today and I thought I was quite a good achievement!
Tomorrow's gonna be a half day work. Also, I may be going back to Tpjc for their carnival and dinner with my og!
Ahh I'm so looking forward to tomorrow!
My compute crashed again today. And I can't be bothered to fix it already. How frustrating!! And it you're wondering how I'm posting this, I did it on my iPhone! Since my computer's down, I've actually nothing to do already. Tonight' I guess I'll prolly sleep early just so time can pass quickly for tomorrow to come. I'm so stoked!!!!
Was here at 21:54
Wednesday 16 February 2011
Today was kinda good.
Work today was quite fun. Also, we had Dominos Pizza for 2nd day in a row. Pretty pricey though. Time flew fast and I didn't feel bored doing the stacks. The room was quite empty today. Our once 5men strong team was reduced to only 2 today. Luckily mini-boss had to leave early so we had the room to ourselves.
We made noises, sang, talked nonsense, only to realise that the whole office could hear us because the walls aren't really walls. What's worse is that boss's office is just next to our room and she could actually hear everything, and we only found out at the end of the day when she told us. We even tested it and our voices were like amplified when we were in the room. Ahhh how dumb. Let's just hope she didn't really pay attention to us. Nevertheless, dumb but fun!
Driving lesson tomorrow. I'm so looking forward to driving lesson tomorrow! Please let it be good. PLEASE. Let there be good weather tomorrow! and PLEASE don't postpone my lesson.
Amazing song! such a happy tune and sweet lyrics!
Was here at 22:24
Tuesday 15 February 2011
ahhh my blog.
I've not been here for quite some time.
Work's pretty awesome. The job's actually kinda boring since it's pretty brainless but requires concentration and it can be a pain in the @#@!#.
However, I'm thankful that the people there are generally nice, especially the others who does the same job as me. Since I work for a really small company, there's only a few permanent and the rest of them are temporary staff like me. Lucky for me, the rest of them who are like me, are pretty much like me. If you know what I'm sayin... hah!
I've just started my first driving lesson and it was awesome! He wanted me to start with auto car so end up I drove from Bishan to Ubi on my first lesson hehe. Anyway Thursday's gonna be my second lesson. I hope he'll bring a manual car. I'm just curious LOL.
On something totally unrelated, frankly speaking, after being free from the exams for so long, I'm feeling quite restless. Yes I was having the time of my life after the exams, but overtime, it gets boring especially when all your friends become busy. When I was a student, my ultimate goal was to do well for my examinations. After the A levels, I've actually lost my ultimate goal which I've been trying to achieve for the past 12 years as a student. And actually it also kinda sucks that I've no goal or aim anymore! And no one to achieve it with anymore!
Everyday's boring, and there's nothing much I can look forward to except my driving lessons and... yea that's pretty much it for now. Pretty sad right? :(
Life's just not the same. I've no goals, no social life, no friends, and kinda no life. Ahhh.........
I'm not even sure if anyone will read this. I'm probably the only one who will read every single word of this post. Oh well..
Anyway, if anyone want to have dinner, or you do not want to eat alone, or you're bored, or anything, pleaseeeeeeeee invite me. I'll be eternally grateful d[^_^]b
