Ah my computer's dead. Beyond resuscitation. How frustrating. Now I'm bored at home and I can't do much since my laptop's in the office and it's super troublesome to carry it everday. Now I'm using my mum's really small netbook. Ah I want my computer... =(
I'm really bored after work everyday. I don't like the routine of work, home, work, home. I personally find it very meaningless. Everyday I come home, and I don't like this feeling of emptiness. I can't really explain it. I just really really really don't like it. Days just pass, but I'm not going anywhere. I think I seriously need to meet up with my friends more often.
Ah anyway, driving today was kinda tricky. Weather was super bad. Visibility was poor. I could barely see 20m ahead of me due to the heavy rain. Lucky my instructor brought an auto car today so it'll be easier for me, and the weather got better as time passed. Practiced parking today. Hmm pretty interesting, and it's actually not as easy as it looks. I was kinda stressed out while doing parking. Oh well, practice makes perfect. Or does it....?
Work has been actually getting worse with each day. There's this internal conflict between the head and us workers which is growing everyday. Okay la not so much of me, I don't really bother I just sit there and enjoy the show. 2 of my friends are quitting at the end of this week, and my last friend will be leaving next week cos he'll be going poly soon. So, I'm gonna be left alone. While I don't have any conflict with my head, I honestly don't really like working under them. Plus I don't really like my job. It first started out fine, yet after 3 weeks, it's seriously BORING. But mostly cos I don't like my heads. 1 of the aunty's really awesome. Yet the others seem like evil backstabbers. This job's been quite fun, bearable, and enjoyble at times cos of my friends, after they leave, it's not gonna be the same.
Thus, I'm stuck in a dilemma. I just can't make a decision.
Should I quit with them, or should I just continue working? I don't like the heads and the job, but I like the money too plus I'll be totally aimless without a job. Someone with wisdom please advice me.