Had OG dinner yesterday! Actually, Anna and I wanted to check out the carnival at TPJC, but they didn't allow us to enter since we were no longer students. Ah, how disappointing. OG dinner was pretty awesome though. I'm hoping we'll have more of such dinners!

ZJ's the first army friend who booked out! Met for dinner with the rest today. We wanted to try this place at Shaw Leisure Gallery, but the queue was too long, so decided to eat hotpot at Bugis instead. Honestly, the stall we went was pretty bad. I thought it was expensive for the kind of service plus quality they're serving, as compared to the other stalls. Maybe that's why that's the only stall with empty seats LOL. We were too impatient. Hungry!!

Ah I really enjoyed myself the past few days. Everyday seems so happy and I actually feel accomplished and completed in a certain way. It's more than just the events that have been taking place.

As I look back, I kinda realise how fortunate I was. In the past, people would do things for me quietly to make it easier for me. Without their help, I probably wouldn't have gotten what I had. Yet now, I know that I'm on my own. No one's able to help me, or make things easier for me, or decide my actions. As much as I would like to try, I'm really afraid of failure. Really really really afraid of failure. Sometimes you feel its right and you should do it, but once you start thinking and trying to think it logically about everything else, you become less confident and even more afraid of failure. You sway back and forth, deciding if you should go or not, back and forth, and eventually, time's gonna run out before you make your decision. No one can tell you what's right and what's wrong, what should be done and what should not be done.

On another hand, I would like to end my post happily! thus I've found a new word.

Hangry : When you are so hungry that your lack of food causes you to become angry, frustrated or both. d[^_^]b